As any human being does,I had ever had varieties of dreams since I came dowm to the earth and the mentality did work.As the time went on then,my dreams changed simultaneously,from ideal to realistic,in the manner of that some previously held dreams died and some new dreams created instantly.And finally,no any new ones generated,while the all old dreams disappearing.The day all dreams died came,and so surprised to me,I do not know what day it was!

        when I was too young to be literate,my dreams was too big,to be unavailable,from the view of any of the normal person that has logical and reasonable brain.I can still recall what I dreamt of at those days.For many time had I asked my parents for the moon and the stars as gifts whenever they gave me such promises.They must have agreed at each time,but never I had recieved such gifts!How kind my parents are!and how childish I was then!

        When I was capable of reading something but yet very young,I dreamt of being a prominent politician after reading the biographies and autobiographies about "Great People"historically,and tried to follow their habits and life roads disclosed in the books.I was quite ambitious with the aspiration of salvaging the world!How ridiculous I was!I neglected the hardship on the way to that person completely,was ignorant of the far higher intelligence they possess than ever I could reach by any means I might find and implement,and without the consideration of their perseverance and enduration qualities for their high-risky and low-successful cause.All of these are the shortages of mine seen from today!

        When I was old,old enough to not be called a boy,learned as much as I could make decision myself,I became more realistic,never again came up with foot-on-the-air ideas.And according to the age I lived,which has been shifted from the early plan-oriented to market-oriented economy later,I envisioned dreams of being an outstanding entrepreneur with well-known reputation.I didnot yet make out what professional fields I would engage in for fulfilling such and similar dreams at that time,I had just held such unalterable and sturdy dreams for years to come,till the day all them died.How pitiful it was! 

        Then I entered into the so-called "new era"in the sense of my own,began another life.someone said:University did bury our youth,as well as our dreams!I wonder whether it was right or wrong.I must admit that those periods of lifetime must be the most happy  time of mine I've ever had since someday when I registered and enrolled the school.The primary school years certainly was very happy,and without concern,but not in the same meaning.omit it here.Just at those periods,all my dreams died,gradually,one by one.So did  my creativity,interest in new things and curiosity to the universe I lived in.I could not even inspire another new dream,my pursuits all got lost! I cannot identify the day all my dreams die,but it must be one of the day at university.

       Just like the fish would die without water,a human being must be a dead without dreams,as the spirit aspect of he/she is the source of his/her motivation for living up and up.now I have no dream,but I do know well I havenot,and I do recognize the crisis without dreams.I must make big changes,to recover what the person at the age of mine should possesses.It is the time now  for me to act!

        So this article is written for the purpose of removing all the past passive thoughts in my mind while memorying them here.To keep track of the past and compare it with the future one day later must be helpful and useful.I declare here today,that,I will live a far more active life,with full of hope in my mind,always have the confidence of trying out thing novel to me,cherish what I have,make good use of my limited time,etc!Conclued with the words said by former chairman Jiang:Go ahead while standing on the real earth, with aggressive ambitions in mind!